Saturday, December 16, 2006
why must we blog? blog to show people what our life are? how we enjoy our life? suffer our life? angry ? sad? happy? or to blog to let other people know what type of personality you are? if it is that reason,than are we all writing the truth on this fucking blog? do we truly write who we love,who we can't forget, who we admire for long time? how you feel when your friend didn't call you to go out together,or to play a simple game like dota? and how u feel when your friend never came across your name in the first place?
Where can we put all this to? a book where no one can see,but only yourself. As if dairies is some spirit which is your "listening Ear" . Because of 1 dairy, Tears Flow,Sadness Fell between us,Confusion came flowing in, Lots of Question is in my brain. Why is in the dairy? My stories? Our stories? my beheavior? Ur secrets? or some other stuff which i will never knew even i enter my Coffin? Everyday seems so fine with you and me with my group as well as yout group of friend, Laughter and smile is what we produce everytime we went out for a date, But as today, My brain is back to what happen 1 and 1/2 yrs ago where fear start to grip on me,starting to wonder what wrong with me? Fearing of you and your secrets is what i ponder upon everyday. . now whats gonna happen? i don't know. Energy is draining away from me, Question starts to pop out all in my head. . No wonder in this world, nothing is simple, what is Simplicity? no such thing exists, If there is a word that is call Simplicity, then the word profound can't survive in the Dictionary anymore.
I thought i know alot about you as days pass by, But till today, i think i have lose confident that i know you alot. . in fact, i think i knew nothing about what your inner heart is thinking,when are your real self? and when are you act just to make me happy.. i don't know, i really don't. . .
{/11:10 PM}
i LOVE hitsugaya.
